literature

Wanting to leave, yet not

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Controlling
Restricting
Never listening

You make me
Want to walk out
To walk away
Without looking back
I want to beat you
When you don’t listen
No matter if my idea
Is good
Even when I have
A valid point
You don’t care
And I’m starting to not too

Every second I spend
With you makes me
Want to snap
To beat you senseless
To leave you
Never come back
To run away with him
Never come back
Ever
And I mean
Every word I say

So keep on pushing
But remember that
With every single push
I get closer to snapping
And the goddess protect
Whoever is in my way
When the day comes
That you push me too far
And I snap
And you will be the ones to fall
And crash and burn
And I cant wait until you do

I have no freedom here
No room to spread my wings
What with your idiotic rules
Foolish and pointless
Making me wonder why
I put up with you at all
And I don’t know

Just go away
Get the fuck out of my life
Get out of my hair
Without you my life
Would be so much better
But you just don’t understand
And I suppose you never will
We are too different
But that doesn’t change
The fact that you are unwilling
To even attempt to bridge the gap
Between us
But I don’t care anymore
I’m past the point of caring
Long past
And I’m not going back
dedicated 2 my folks who dont get me. all they do is screw up my life and i'm sick and tired of it. i wanna walk out but im not gonna bc then when i came back id b in even deeper shit. i cant wait until im 18 and then im getting the fuck outta here
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RainbowFay's avatar

Can't blame you for feeling that way. Sounds like you've had some dictators or sociopathic narcissists who've done nothing helpful but abuse you. I love your poem. I just hope that you've managed to walk away from these people.